11-25-21 Reva Emunah Seidel - Tamar

11-25-21 Reva Emunah Seidel - Tamar
Haker na…

25 november 2021 21 kislev 



Yerushalayim
Seeing with ones hod
Yeru-shalayim
Full seeing
Tamar was the daughter of Malki tzedek
Temimut before the shattering
The hard work of the turning
The face to face of the temimut
Yakov went thru this in Pniel
We are seeing each other as a light of Hashem 
Not what we can get from one another
Not a bechira of I choose to support you
It’s an I -it relationship
Not an I-thou
Temimut relationship
A wholeness that’s greater than the sum of its parts
Ie. Maamer and Loish
There’s a mochin its not about me
It expands me to become a giver
What can I get from you
Then maybe we come to an agreement
Next, I’m honoring you as a tzelem Elokim
Tamar
Temimut or Mar
Specifically Mar being not seen, rejected, abandoned
He sets off to the city of Timna
Reminding us of Timna, Amaleks mom
Ie. Women feeling abandoned

Chava 1 and 2
Leah and Rochel were in the separate worlds of tikkun Rochel and tohu leah
Sarai to Sarah in order to cultivate the qualities of tikkun
Tamar has the tikkun and the tohu within her. This is the chiddush

Haichal temurot / chamber of exchanges
Whos is really the first and who is really second

Yitzchaks vision: you take a strong body and sense of self in the physical world and then you give them a brocha of ruchnius
Rivka: you take someone with a strong ruchnius and then you give a brocha of physicality

Why do we care?
In tekufat moshiach
The body will be giving to the soul
Now the soul illuminates the body
The body will be nourishing the soul so much so
Its happening right now
Pesukim
mevaser lanu bsorot tovot
Yivaser lanu he will bring messages
Salavations and comfort
Read it
Vaye basar lanu. Our flesh will bring us messages
In bentching

Kol atzmotai tomarna
All my bones will say, hashem who is like you?

Mibsari ereh eloKai
From my flesh i will know Gd

Haker na…
yehuda said to his father: HAKER NA . RECOGNIZE / INVESTIGATE
Isha ateret baala
The woman will crown her husband
We will know Gd from our body
Going into a relationship with our body

Before moshiach will come
Ruach hakodesh will be getting answers in our body
The feminine will be crowning the masculine
The woman is the vessel
We can connect to the light by connecting to the vessel

Haichal temurot
We thought it was the lower world was less divine
The jokes on us

The rambam said
Betuach moshiach will be a man in the mishna torah
But none of us will know until we know and therefore ha mayvin yavin
Which mean for all we know Hashem will be a woman

Its the women that bring it down
Our bodies will nurture our souls
Esav barges in
You soul nurtures my body
Feed me
Samech
Large intestine
Circle
Who is nurishing  who
The woman is feeding the man
At the chuppa
Kallah encircling the chatan
Thats moshiach dik
She is holding him
It flips and she puts out her finger (kav)
And he puts on the ring (circle)

Toras taurus/ venahavach hu
Insides become the outsides and outsides becomes the insides

Cup has and inside circle and an outside circle
Inside theres a moment happening rising and falling
Theres an energy from the bottom
Each time it rises higher and falles
Then spill over
Oopen like a flower unfolding
Each time higher till it spills over
When it spills over the inside becomes the outside
Yoel dovid backs
Like a bagel
Inner circle and outer circle

Hands putting the left hand inside of the right
While davening thats sweetening the gevurot

One of the qualities of moshiach
Know everyones deed through the sense of smell
Chush hareiach is chush ha yareach the feminine

The teachings that cant be taught
-Yoel Dovid Backs

Yehudt was the quality of a kohen gadol like tamar
Tamars father shem/ malkitzedek
Her father is called the king of wholeness
Partial seeing: dinim
Whole seeing: seeing the inside and the outside

Greek: beauty: only on the outside
The inner beauty is the outer beauty
Outer beauty is the inner beauty

To look a certain way we call beauty; 
Temimut: insides and outsides align
A ben oni understands my insides and outsides dont align
Doesnt have to feel bad
Im aware of that. Im choosing to be calm even though the insides are bubbling
Itkafia
Im subduing it
Seems untrue
More true untruth
Truth is to splatter anger
A lie: im not letting out my real self
I have to be aware of the ratzo vshov
With each ratzo vshov
Each time my real self is opening and getting rebirthed
But its scared
Sometimes a little opening and a huge fall

Whats so gorgeous about that
Physics has shown that the whole universe is happening that the insides is expanding outwards

Torah is like a bagel
Insides and outsides are going inside and outside movement
The universe is a taurus

{The north pole and south pole are Leah and Yakov}
Tamar is the secret of shemen hamoshiach
Sod hamoshiach b sof hayamim

Shemen hamoshiach is 
On the most simple level. Pouring shemen hamishcha on the head: chazal tell us that the pach contained the shemen hamishcha. The same vessel that the kohanim found
Tamar / yehudit daughter of the kohein gadol, connected to shem / shemen 
Melucha: Moshiach is another king

Everything is true on multiple levels of worlds and consciousness
This moshiach substance is connected to
Shemanim: the fats in the brain / directs consciousness
In the piniel gland is a subsance called DMT (not plant based DMT ie. Iowaska) referred as scientist called the spirit molecule: the seat of spiritual experience in the body; not imagination; prophesy without the veils. Not filtered through imagination. The part of the brain connect to the direct experience of Hashem. Connect to the Pineal gland: seeing the face of G-d. Teaching from Yoel Dovid Bakst a”H

in the city of shem: yerushalayim: the even hashtia. The foundation stone
Is the pineal gland of the world.

Before moshiach, this mayim chayim will start coming out in the har habait
As a mirrored expression of each one of us awaken that place in our body
It starts to bubble up inside our body
We are twins
Whatever happens in yerushalayim happens to every Jew
We are the Rosh, not the best, as in the awakening the Pineal. Its very important to note its the city of LUZ
We lost the knowledge of the gateway of the city of Luz
A canaani shows the way back to the city of Luz/ The even haShtiya / another name for pniel / the direct experience of G-d. Our own insides

Theres a quality we must remember from the 13 articles of Faith
I believe moshiach is happening
The same creator is not limited or bound by recreating a different world with different laws and rules
We get stuck in , can human nature change
So the lion and lamb will lie together
We participate in this
The grace and renewal of creating this is the level of 8
The level of 7 is the laws of this world

8 when hashem is ready: inside out: giving birth!!!
Moshiach means: all laws of nature will change our inner nature
And all the laws of nature; we are connected
Ain mazal byisrael
Bound by nature; but if we ask that our inner nature will change: we await the grace after weve done all the work we can. Its a partnership

It has to do with circles and lines
When we say the yud gimel faith

Hashem can recreate the world with new rules
Moshiach is called that, poured on the head
Razin drazin daorata
The secrets of secrets of torah
The inside secret of secrets of light

We are talking about the shemen / even hashtiya 
Ohr makif: super conscious
What the world will look like when we are choosing the super conscous
Our subconscious has been turned inside out

Part of the taurus our subconscious moves to consious
We are able to access superconscious
Our highest collective vision
When the story of vayeshiv begins
Both yosef and yehuda are in a state of Yerida
Masculine consciousness going into fall
Tardiema: the deep sleep of consciousness
Yosef going down Mitzrayim
Yehuda going down to Timna

Whats happening with the feminine
Yosef has the yerida because of actions of others
Yehuda has a yerida because of his own choice medarder
falling because of all the choices he made because of yosef:
Lets just sell him to the yishmaelim
He had a movement to his better self but not enough to move into his Yosef tzadik point
You are supposed to be our leader
You could have said lets not kill him, sell him, throw him into a pit
You could have elevated all of us
Yehuda fell. I didnt step into my higher self
So now yaale

They are both in 2 different states of yerida in the the level of consciousness
Tardeima
Being driven by the nefesh habehimit
We are back to how do we get to moshiach
By integrating the instictual nature by striving higher
By then meeting with hashems grace

Subconscious / conscious / super conscious 3 must work together
Creates a different brain within us
A different structure in the brain
Maybe the right hemisphere ruling the left more
Right about unity 

Tamar is a kohein gadol on the femenine side
Connected to the shemen hamishcha
Annoint the king
Awaken am yisrael to a consciousness to Gd
That wants holiness and purity
Shes the perfect woman for the job

Malkitzedek was suppose to inheret kehuna and melucha
The kehuna passed to avraham
Through avraham
Levi got the kehuna
And yehuda got the meluch

Her interaction will connect kehuna and meluch
The prophesy was true through her.

Notice the similarities 
Tamar yehuda
Ruth and boaz

Normal reading: psach: he never stopped being with her again or he stopped being with her. He did marry her. 
And they are doing a fixing on the deepest level of adam and chava
Adam doesnt change
But tamar changes

Adam blamed chava
Chava bleamed the snake

Yehuda blames tamar
But she gives him a choice of accountability
She just sayes hakerna
I invite you to recognize your part in it. I am not going to push you, blame you or shame you
Seder hishtalshalut
She fixed her side first
Her side is what we think we are going to change the man
She did change the man
She didnt change him forcibly
She changed her self
I am not going to make the same mistake of Chava

My first mistake
I took it personally, shamed and blamed. Ill unfold as i unfold and he will unfold as he unfolds
I as his helpmate will mirror the highest behaviour
I will not force
I will protect myself
By holding onto the collateral so she call him out if she wanted to 
She had the goods on him
She had his / signature ring: nose or brit kodesh: she had it in a place where she could shame him by his use of it. Your DNA is here; hinting to tikkun habrit
She had his ptil: cloak: a hint to chanuka: wick; hint to sanhedrin; livushim of the soul
Mateh hint to melech hamoshiach

He said Ill give you a goat
As collateral i want the melucha, sanhedrin, and moshiach. I am willing to do this crazy act. This is called holy chutzba
Exchanged for EZ. Ill be diminished, humiliated and maybe burned at the stake. I want your soul and Hashem to promise me the etzot nechanot: sanhedrin: Gd’s wisdom and guidance: my children will have access to this knowledge
I want them to be in their noble highest natures
In their nobility
In their highest self
Access to G-ds inner will
And i want moshiach through me
To have full revealed goodness in this world
Then i dont care what happens
Becoause this is my real dream

My dream i want a nice husband with a house and a picked fence
Her soul dream is i holy chutzpa
To stand and fight with Gd
Avraham, moshe, now Tamar
Fighting with Gd
Whats best for Gds children
For infinity for the ET
HOW gorgeous is that

This is the choice for Yehuda to be adam
He almost makes a mistake
Burn her at the stake
Absolutely blind to his part of it
Tardeima: totally disconnect
Not being able to own it
Its THEM not him

She changes EVERYTHING by saying
Maybe your right
Alls i know but i know whoever ring, cloak and staff is with me thats the guy
To call him out publicly
Why would i want to recreate, shame and blame

This is the fixing of whats happening in the world
If shes smart about geula
She gives him the choice
She gives him infinity EIT

From rachel, dina, and he waited for me
I will wait for the other side to get it
Or not
Or yes
Its such a gevaldig story!

She embodies the feminine of him of hod
Im silent
Im surrendered
Im in my truth
Im thanking and praising hashem
Im passive
Yet i am moving when its time to take action

Yehuda comes face to face
Whenever we see canaani women, or canaan
The difference between cannan and eretz yisrael
Is kedusha and tahara
Or objectifying and using one another
How do we relate to the material
Earth / feminine
How are we showing up in relationship

In EY we are coming from the integration of lower consciousnes and upper
EY is the integration

Canaan is subconsiousness
The part that treated as the sister / shechina
Or the part that treated the woman as an object

For men theirs a healing when we can introduce HAKERNA
Its you that makes the distinction of she’s a sister or canaani
It could be the same woman

What is she doing in a most gorgeous way. She found a way to activate his higher self without freaking out her lower self
The lights of tohu and the vessels of tikkun. We are getting closer
Yehuda took accounting of the shoresh
Not yes i got her pregnant. He went deeper. He allowed hmself:
promising to give her shela, and never had the intention
Hashlaya: dillusion. He had no intention of giving him to her. He was worried she was a katlanit. He wasnt willing to see a pagam in his sons that they were spilling seed and objectifying her. Hes seeing it in his self. I objectified this zonah. His part in his patterns and subconsciousness, how he taught his sons to treat women.

He married a canaani. Bat Shua.(shua was a canaani) It says it over and over. The same way Dena was called a canaani: how she saw herself and how she was treated.There was something in his view of woman that was objectifying. 
Hshachneah: force, rape (canaan)

Takes time to metaken adem and chava relationship…
Parallels: chalitza, naalayim, only being together once, path of Moshiach, feminine having holy chutzpa, they both took off widows clothes, and dressed themselves up, did it lshem shamayim. Sons died for the same reasons.

She restores the connections between malchut and kehuna
Not just kings and priests
Restores jew to our true nature: noble how we treat the earth and noble
King molech: the master of our mochin, lev, kaven (body)
She restores kehuna of living service to be the healiers
To always be drawingout the highest self
To be a good interpretation of dream, illness
To find and open and walk the peace path
She was restoring

What is the true motivation and intent behind our desires, will, thought, speach, action
If the true desire is peace but the inner soul of desire
For restoration and integration
Makes all the difference in the world
This is the temimut
Refixing
The real temimut
Collects the wholeness and shattering

Rachel was crying bechi tamurim
Tamur
A tamar type of crying
Hashem says its ok you can stop crying
Cease your voice from crying and your eye from tears
Ke yesh…
Because you will see the final fruit
Tamar is the final fruit
Full malchus
Tamar is one of the sweetest fruits.