ANI MAAMIN MEDITATION
Based on Tapestry of the Soul by Yedidah Cohen
Aug 27 2024 / 23 AV 5784 / ROCHEL LEAH WEIMAN
If a person believes that the geula will come for the community, then s/he must belief the geula will come to her as an individual.
אֲנִי מַאֲמִין בֶּאֱמוּנָה שְׁלֵמָה בְּבִיאַת הַמָּשִֽׁיחַ, וְאַף עַל פִּי שֶׁיִּתְמַהְמֵֽהַּ, עִם כָּל זֶה אֲחַכֶּה לּוֹ בְּכָל יוֹם שֶׁיָּבוֹא.
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Simply, I can now say with all my heart,
Blessed be He that spoke and the world came into being.
Now that I feel the goodness and joy,
בָּרוּךְ שֶׁאָמַר
וְהָיָה הָעוֹלָם, בָּרוּךְ הוּא
PHOTO: R.L. WEIMAN SUNRISE FROM MY MIRPESET IN TZFAT / AUG 27 2024 / AV 23 5784
MEDITATION
I accept my who wholeness from the future
i imagine for myself
to be complete / goodness / simcha / oneg
that I will receive when all my lacks are supplied.
I can truthfully say it was worth it for me and for all crated beings to have been created. so we may all recieve the good and oneg that I NOW RECEIVE FROM the purpose of creation
I am humble and patient
I am chochma and bina and daas
I am like an overflowing maayan wellspring that does not cease
I am forgiving those who insult me
ICHOOSE NOW to Receive, in the present, the light of life
from the future
The Or Pnimi is the inner light, the light that is actually received by the vessel
The Or Makiv, surrounding light: is the light that shines on the vessel from the outside
I receive the Or makif in the present according to this measure of bitachon /trust that I will receive my perfect state of being in the future
-Rav Ashlag