OMER MEDITATION
MEDITATION - 4th day
Netzach she bChesed
Fibonacci Sefirot / Beach Art by Gila 4 U
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Based on Omer Meditations by Rav Doniel Katz
Ribono shel olam
You implored me
To count to illuminate
The omer
To purify the corresponding ego drive
In order to energetically to purify ourselves from our klippas – negative energy forces
Timtum halev and klippas – destructive emotions in our heart
We are connected to torah from the world of chochma
Joining the dots
And ascending
You should count
From the day after pesach
From the time of the omer
For 7 pure shabboses
Elevation for shavuos
Until shavuos, the 50th day
All the elements converge
50th represents the transcendence of sum of all parts
Attempting to purify our souls / consciousness
From all the impurities
From our hearts and all the influences in our lives
By raising my consciousness
And doing this action
I am now fixing my intent
That I want to fix, heal, elevate
Any flaw in the corresponding sefira of netzach SHE B CHESED
I want that energy to illuminate my life and the world
I may have blocked that
Mida kneged mida
The flow of energy
Buy ive contaminated this by being stingy etc
So chesed couldn’t flow into the world
As below so above
If I model kindness and caring then Hashem flows it down
You are tzelem elokim
I gave you the keys in your heart
Hashem Tzilcha, hashem is your shadow
Aligned to what we do
Where have I contaminated my heart
Now I want to heal and release in that area
When I do this mitzva
I fix it
I open up that energetic channel
I wish that light to flood the world
To receive an energetic rush of holiness
In the world
And when I fix this intent
There should be tremendous energy
Flowing and flooding all the levels of consciousness
Nefesh ruach neshama
Flooded with energetic sanctity from above
Incredibly important opportunity to take advantage each day to do this mitzva
Some people just count
Some people will read all the kavanas
The kabbalists would meditate from that source of energy
They would tap it
Heal it
And be a Merkava for the world
Week 1 Chesed
The energy of love
Seeing the love and energy of One
The most energetically potent time of the year
How to channel the energy of each day … to draw it in
And take the gift to transform my self
Learning and embodying that sefira
Overcoming and releasing fear
Tap into the core energy
The primary divine energies emanate from the world of the world of Atzilus
Chochma, bina, daas / Within that is the divine heart:
Infinite fear and awe and humility in the 7 dimensions / lights
It’s our job to ascend to that place
Connecting to that light
And drawing it down
Same as pesach seder
More focused and harnessed
Mastering one energy at a time.
Every day has inner chius and shefa
Each day having a particular permutation of light
7 permutations of Chesed
This week we are drawing down the energy of love and compassion
Of caring
Of expansiveness, Hispashtus
Cheshbon hanefesh
Not really counting, but ACCOUNTING
Where do I have particular blocks with this energy?
Theres so much light and abundance of this energy flowing into our lives
Try to align myself to it
1. Find that in myself
2. Binding my resistance to it
3. Resolving that resistance into the light as its pouring down
Which limb? Right leg
An act of kindness
Create a merkava for ourselves of divine sefirotic energy
Netzach
Move toward chesed with our right leg
Choose and act of kindness for someone, myself
Include my leg
What is chesed
Netzach. Dominate, lead, tremendously resilience
When all the blocks come to you, you are going to do it anyway
If chesed means kindness
Then netzach of chesed means to dominate with kindness
Ie you ask someone if I can do you a favor
And they say no no
And you don’t do it and you really think afterward you should have…
Tomorrow
No no no its fine
hod – is listening and not pushing, not the right time
Dimension of kindness to be humble and respect their boundries
But sometimes you need to push and make it happen
You need to practice the energetic muscle of making it happen anyway
Can you think of one person in your life that really calls for an act of kindness right now
Find it and act upon it
We summon it and act on chesed
Netzach has to come with resistance
And I am going to over come the resistance
And do the chesed anywhere
Everyone just pick something
Theres a light now you can access for the rest of the year
And the rest of your life
To grab the energy of kindness
Or the part of you that needs more attention
To give the kind word
To give someone a hug
Maybe im caught in my self
Maybe I should look for that place within
Care a little more
It can be our own spouse
Acknowedging the things they do
Find a point of chesed
A thing, a time, a person
When and where you can do it..
A place where there is resistance
A place where you can push it through
Menatzeach: conduct an orchestra, be victorious
Maybe its hard to do, maybe it don’t have the time.
Hashem is going to replicate this mida kneged mida
Hashem wants to do a chesed, but its not set up
If you can show in the world below that youre willing to push
Through, even when its hard
Then mida kneged mida
Below awakens Hashems energy and opportunity
Hashem: They are praying for it, but havent got there yet…
A little bit harsh, or fearful or not loving enough
Then you create on this incredible day
An energetic opening
A wellspring of chesed
To flood the world with chesed
YOU can open up the world and the channels by doing this today
A chesed for someone who may not be exactly worthy
Or maybe they are going to resist