Sefirat HaOmer - Musings on Gevura
4-7-21
Gevura she bgevura
My mind was racing
in the middle of the nigh
chatzot
Reflecting on the rishimu
Have compassion on yourself
for not being perfect
for not being in emuna / dveikus
No self loathing
on your racing thoughts
You are the Raw Material
of what you will be Tomorrow
Meet yourself with self compassion
instead of wishing away the current moment
I woke up thinking
wishing
it was a dream
Devorah Hadassah explained the concept of SIT
Sit with compassion of Hashem
S = HOLDING SPACE /self compassion
What is difficult here?
The tough moment
You are tossing and turning?
Wait. What are the emotions?
Breath into them. Acknowledge them
Sit with that
Embrace what hashem is giving you
I= intention
What do you intend right now?
You want to be the best mother
To work and function the next day
I want to be the tzelem elokim
T=thank you / Torah is the root
Thank you I have a bed
I have a daughter / Granddaughter
My husband at my side
T is a tree
Tehillim
Tzaka
Teshuva
Tanya
Pick your T!
It wasn’t a dream
4-8-21
Birthing the depth of our soul
with the vibration of speech
Dibbur / Malchut / Rachel
the Depths of the crown
is our super conscious
ONE feminine entity
of moshiach
Nechama Sarah Burgeman; Leah Meditation
Tiferes she B Gevura
THE MOTHER PRINCIPLE
shedding light on the Mother Principle.
Rabbi Ginsberg speaks of TiFERES as COMPASSION.
A practice that holds in mind both, deep self self compassion
and
compassion for an other being,
in equal measure.
He qualifies this by describing it,
as a consciousness of experiencing ones highest self
and that of the other
in equal measure..
When attempting to practice this form of "rachmonus"
I recognize how much GEVUROH it takes,
Hence TiFERES.
-FB
Tiferes as rachmanus.
With compassion on myself I recognize
my higher consciousness. My daaa Elyon.
I reach to that place as I emulate the Baal HaRachamim
who created me for this purpose.
I reach beyond my Teva rishon - My natural instinct.
My default mode of diminishment
which is easiest to grasp ...
and energetically reach higher above to my teva Sheini / second nature
to Gevura with compassion (tiferet sheB Gevura
to reach keter,
regal unchanging Mother within...
with dignity and grace.
Birthing my inner soul.
Peeling the klippas to reach her.
Truth.
With that consciousness
I grasp and hold that bechina of gevura
to reflect upon that higher consciousness in others
and choose to connect with their higher soul.
-RW
Koach HaMoshech
the power of drawing forth
tefilla is koach hamoshech
Emunah is moshech
Emuna is dveikus
Emunah is a creative act / Uman
Our consciousness crafts reality.
- Rav Doniel Katz, Elevation Premium 4-9-21
