Erev Pesach - There's a Reframe When We are Breathless
The Radiance
of the light of Redemption
is coming our way
but it gets sideswiped from
gaiva & taiva
-Zerah Shimshon
Why did Bnei Yisrael have to stop
to hastily make the matza before they left?
(They had other food!)
The matza had to be made in the klippa
We needed to be in the klippa / chaos
in order to to be taken out
They released the light
when they were making the dough
There’s a reframe
When we are breathless.
A Breathless Moment
on Erev Shabbos
הכנעה – הבדלה – והמתקה
The Radiance
of the light of Redemption
is coming our way
but it gets sideswiped from
gaiva & taiva
-Zerah Shimshon
Why did Bnei Yisrael have to stop
to hastily make the matza before they left?
(They had other food!)
The matza had to be made in the klippa
We needed to be in the klippa / chaos
in order to to be taken out
They released the light
when they were making the dough
There’s a reframe
When we are breathless.
A Breathless Moment
on Erev Shabbos
הכנעה – הבדלה – והמתקה
“I totally failed at helping my daughter.”
I smile
at this “I totally failed…” Elevation moment
as those words rise to my higher consciousness
its raise a spark
an awareness that
this is an opportunity to transform the moment
I’m feeling the release of not having to be perfect.
It’s humbling to hear her express those words to me
of unfulfilled expectations
as my inflated ego of
empowering birthing impressions
absorbs the blow
Trusting the system
sweetness will follow...
Embracing the process of 3
Hachnaa
Havdala
Hamtaka
Hachnaa
I totally failed at multitasking
I totally submit to His will
and submerge in the process of submission
I run to Hashem for help
Ribono Shel Olam
Master of the Universe
You created me
You continually sustain me
and there is nothing else
besides You
And I return
With the rishimu of His expansive light
revealing hishtavus / equanimity
Not blocking emotions
but elevating them above the external
Havdala
Returning to the state of Daas
uncoupling my perceived self
Aligning self to Elokut
an inner sanctuary of light and strength
Grasping for the neshima / neshama connection
Connecting to the bright white light entering my crown
and surrounding my throat
Releasing the constriction
Expanding
Shalom is bigger
than anochius
Hamtaka
watching the sunset in Solitude
Tapping into
the Song of Shabbos
Hashem is doing it all
As we both return to teshuva from love
We sing the lactation song
In rhythmic sync
The 3 step process:
And Suck ...
And Swallow...
And Breath ...
Bringing down the Shechina.
Is the tingling let-down reflex
Releasing and trusting
receiving / mekabel
The sweetness
-Rochel Weiman
Erev Shabbos 29 Adar 5781
COMMENT
3-19-21